Just Who I Am,

Hello,

A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about you and for sure it all about me.

Letters are kinda weird to write, especially if the person I’m addressing them to is myself.

I love my hair when it’s straightened just right, because it actually feels and looks healthy. Appearance is easy to manipulate, so I can’t say I love anything else about mine.

Personality-wise, I love how strong I’ve gotten. Being in a life that is less economically developed than what I’m used to be a student now, it has been a little difficult to maintain a lifestyle, as there aren’t nearly as many options. But I’m doing it, without second-guessing my values, not even for a second. I’ve also turned down any pressure from my friends and family to break edge, even if it meant that I’d be the only sober one – which it usually does. But even more importantly, I’m finally getting the strength to begin realizing what my main priority is – "myself". I’m getting better at shutting out people who stand in the way of my happiness. I’m not good at it, but I have been improving.

I also love some of the choices I’ve made in the past year. I’ve learned to cope with some of my self-esteem issues, and my tendencies to conceal them have become rarer. I’m more open about it now, I think, and it’s made me respect myself more. So I’ve let go of my self-destructive vices by not doing certain things that had said effects on me, emotionally.

I love the phrase when Lady Gaga said,

"I'm beautiful in my way, 'cause God makes no mistakes, I'm on the right track baby, I was BORN this way"

So, I just being who I am supposed to be. I’m a loser and I have no friends, but I happy with my life now.

*HAHA, I'm lied.